Haven of horses

*I promise that this entire post isn't negative.

So here I am in Albuquerque. Again. Life has been crazy busy since we've arrived. I've kept up with reading my Feedly, but haven't had time to comment on posts much. Hopefully, things will level out here soon and I can be more involved with the blogging world.

I'll try to keep this update as short as possible. Let's see, where to start....

The Downs at Hellbuquerque 

Zorro hates it here too.

I feel no need to sugarcoat my feelings towards this place, so I'll just be blunt. I freaking hate almost every minute I'm at the track. Don't get me wrong, I obviously love the horses and I love racing. That doesn't mean that I have to love this track too. I spend most of my mornings pissed off, exhausted, and partially depressed. There are some very good people here that I do really like and they help make it better. It's still a long ways from good though. By the end of the morning I just want to get the hell out of there and to my saving grace: the dressage horses. I guess that's one good thing about despising being at the track so much, my motivation to go ride has increased exponentially.

Speaking of which:

Beefheart

I had a great, and much needed, lesson on him Saturday with JL, my trainer. We went to a schooling show on Sunday (there isn't a recognized show here until mid October). Beefs was AWESOME! We did very well in our classes, but that wasn't that big of a deal. What I was most happy about was how well behaved he was! Seriously, he was better at the show than he is at home. The arena itself wasn't scary, but there is a soccer field next to it, a raised trail on one end (which includes horses trotting by, people walking with dogs or strollers, runners, etc.) with a gate so anyone could come off of the trail right next to the arena, and the drunk guys running around on their horses (one of which that fell off and his horse got loose and ran into the warm-up arena). There were also two little kids that decided to race each other right next to the show arena, which fortunately didn't happen during my ride. Then there was the ignorant jack ass that enjoys trotting up your horses ass and about running into you any chance he got. Anyway, Beefs never spooked and he kept his focus better than he ever has before. I thought I hadn't taken him to a show in three years, but it has actually been almost four. This was only his third show, so it's not like he has ever been a seasoned veteran. He pretty much acted like one though. This makes me so happy because I want him to be my niece's show horse when she gets a little older. I think with a couple more years experience, he will be an awesome first dressage horse for her!

Watching the videos, I'm not happy with my riding. At all. I will just have to keep trying, work harder. The judge did tell me later on that we beat a really nice (more talented) horse because our test was so smooth and accurate. At least I did that much right.

His training level score was high enough to win High Point. He got a new bridle for it!

The first level score about shocked the hell out of me.

Barstow

This mare has so much potential! She's smart, athletic, and beautiful. Barstow only ran three weeks ago, so she is still a little racey, but she doesn't forget what she learns. I think she really enjoys the more laid back, slower-paced atmosphere. The hardest part is going to be not getting attached to her.

Winndelynn (sorryI forgot/haven't been able to get pics yet)

I was feeling bad about not getting much done with Indy this summer (I wasn't very comfortabcomfortablee riding her at the track), but I think the time for her to mature mentally and physically was a good thing. Indy fell while she was on the walker the spring of her three year old year and my previously gorgeous moving filly just wasn't quite right after. She wasn't lame, just didn't have much flexibility in her neck or freedom in her shoulders. I had L, the best I've ever worked with, adjust her and do laser therapy this spring. Indy was much better after and I think fixing her before she had the break made her much better. She is moving gorgeous and is a lot more mature, not over reactive or spooky like before. Suddenly, all of my dreams for her don't seem hopeless anymore. My trainer's wife, MB, asked why I didn't do the four year old classes with her this year. That was something that I had originally wanted to aim for, I really don't think she could have handled the pressure though. We're going to see how she does these next few weeks and then decide if it's worth trying to show the five year old young horse classes. The fact that JL and MB even think that she might have the talent to be competitive makes me feel a whole lot better. 

*After the show on Sunday JL told me we really need to focus on Indy while I'm here. He knows how much I love Beefs, but he made a very good point. While Beefs is a nice horse, it's going to be hard for him to compete against huge moving warmbloods at bigger shows in areas with tougher competition. JL isn't putting Beefs down or anything, just being honest. He's right and I really do need to make her my biggest priority.

Gunner

Love my Gunner!

After I got off of him today, I told MB that it really annoys me that Gunner has probably only had about ten dressage rides since last year (he was ponying at the track), has about 1/20 of the training that Beefs does, hasn't been ridden in almost two months, and he still goes better than Beefs. Talk about being happy, yet wanting to cry at the same time. Gunner is more like a warmblood than a thoroughbred. He has a ton of natural talent with big movement and suspension. Dressage just comes naturally to him. He's not nearly as intelligent as Beefs though. Gunner is as sweet as can be, but in all honesty, he isn't exactly the sharpest tool in the shed. That doesn't mean that I don't still obsolutely love him. The fact that I could just jump on and go after he hasn't been ridden in that long makes him worth his weight in gold.

Other than the track, I'm really happy right now. I've been out to JL and MB's every day since I've been here. I've ridden every day except two. One day it was raining and the other was the day after the show. I'd gotten so sun burnt at the show that I was really sick that night and totally drained the  next day. I still went out to see the horses. I enjoy everything about being out there. Four horses to ride on top of working my ass off at the track might kill me. At least I'll die happy. Their barn is my safe haven while I'm surrounded by Hell.

The Unknown

I entered a schooling show which I may or may not be able to attend. Going to a show, especially just a schooling show should be an easy thing to plan and do. For people with a normal life. Mine, most definitely, is not.

So here's why:

We have an Idaho bred filly that we are aiming towards the Idaho Cup Juvenile in August. I think it's $35,000 or $40,000 guaranteed and the filly has shown a ton of talent. So it's worth going. 

Problem #1- There may or may not be trials, depending on how many entries they get. The trials are (obviously in Idaho) on the same day as the show.

Problem #2- Boise enters three days before the actual show. The closing day and last day they will refund your entries (they won't refund them for any reason whatsoever after that) is two days before  we will know whether or not the filly has to run in Boise. Okay, so the entries were only $75 and donating them to the show series wouldn't be that big of a deal. However, I could buy another couple of bonnets with that. Or a new pair of riding gloves. Or the sun protection shirt I've been wanting. Or a saddle pad. You get my point.

The fiancé will take the filly to Boise, so even if he does have to take her, I can possibly still show. This brings more challenges though.

Problem #3- If he takes her, he will use the Ford F350 (diesel) and the three horse trailer that his dad left here a few days ago when he hauled horses over from Idaho. That leaves me with the GMC 2500 (gas) to pull the big ass five horse trailer. I freaking HATE pulling the trailer with that pick-up. I will do it if it means I can show, but I'm not excited about the idea.

Problem #4- There is a race here for Gigantor that day too. If the racing secretary doesn't write an extra before we enter for that, then she will most likely be in. The fiancé said we could have our groom run her, and he's perfectly capable to do so, but I think that at least one of us should be there when she runs. We are very hands on with our horses, meaning we don't just bark orders at our groom and then sit up in the grandstands then come down to the paddock when the horse comes up for the race. We put a ton of work in ourselves on race days. Our owners know this, it's part of the reason they hired us, and they're going to expect us to be there. 

Problem #5- We just got three more horses in. If the filly goes, that leaves our groom with fifteen horses to take care of. That's a lot of work for our groom and I feel bad doing that to them.

Problem #6- The track here is talking about changing the rules here so that if you haul a horse out of the backside, you can't bring them back for 48 hours. It's a one day show. *They think this will prevent people from hauling horses out to get shockwaved. Really? With all the shit that goes on on the backside, that they do absolutely nothing about, and THIS is their biggest priority? I don't care if they try to stop it, but good freaking luck. This new rule won't accomplish anything. They're already checking tattoos to see what is coming and going. I'm pretty sure that my 9 year old OTTB who hasn't worked or run in almost five years isn't going to get hauled out, shockwaved, and then run a few days later. I already cancelled my lesson this week because I wasn't sure what was going to happen. Ugh! All of these new rules are about as worthless as tits on a boar!

Anyway....

So basically, we have to hope that the trials don't go. Yeah, there's a problem with that too though. The fiancé wants to be there at least four days before the race. They enter three days before. Yep, I'm probably screwed.

Okay, so entering the show was probably a really stupid idea. It's just that I haven't been able to go for one for so long and Beefs could REALLY use the experience. Plus, it's not like I just spent $300 on entries for a recognized show. Whatever, it's a step towards the right direction. Hopefully, Everything works out and I get to go.

Do you see why it is so difficult to plan a show schedule though? Yeah, I got waaayyyy too ambitious with the one I came up with for my time in Denver. Dumb ass.

*Sorry, I got giph happy. Again.